NANA/LINA
FINALLY, saw 4th esp of death note anime. im gonna buy this anime and show. i DONT CARE. T_T
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♥ Tuesday, October 31, 2006 11:15 PM♥
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opps. forgot one more picture.
muahahahhahas ! i love both of them.
let me intro, ( many of u noes them already lahs ) the left one is KIRA, and the right one is L ~
moooooarcks ! to both of them. =X
seriously, the death god in between them is damn CUTE ~ he LOVES to eat human world apple. hahahahahhahs ! he's cute so dun find him scary ~ ^^v
♥ Monday, October 30, 2006 5:54 PM♥
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HI darlings ! seems like i never post for long. hahas.
im back to post ^^v
hmm, on sat. i went to work at my papa there. slept for 4 hrs only. everyone slept a little and everyone was so so so fking tired. went to do some paper work. than bth liao. i slept there..=.=
wen i wake up, i saw jaja luffing for duno what reason. we 2 were in a room ONLY. thats y can slp. hahas. stupid jaja kip dun wan tell me luff what shyt.. zzz * smack jaja's pigu *
and the best news i ever heard on dat day is that, ah cai n kiki wan to go home cus they also bth as they never slp at all. weees !! so i followed them back.
hmm, photos.
i LOVE this pic. edited by cakee. cus the pic is blurred so she did funny faces. hahahas !
hahahahahahahhahahahhas !! i luff till my tears drop when i done this. =X dun mind ahs, fans of him. LOL !
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ROAR ! AUDITION IS NT UP YET !
GMS WTF R U ALL DOIN?!
cancel the playpark thinggy lahs. asiasoft is doin fine
what!
♥ Thursday, October 26, 2006 11:01 AM♥
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HI darlings..
had a very bad news today. i DROPPED to NA. =/ 4N4 . doesnt matters anyway. Since we studied , and ppl say we didnt study. So.., it really doesnt matters already.
Teachers look down on our class . ok. we retained. But what they r saying is like. we r BURDENS to them. Teaching our class is wasting their precious time. Teaching our class is like teaching a bunch of idiots. Every teachers r avoiding teaching our class. what? we r just stupid can? whats the use of getting a 'N & O' lvl cert when we just use them to wipe our butt. SOMEONE has a o' lvl cert. and what DAT PERSON is doin now? (o.^)
TALK only NO actions. ( TONA ) * yawns ~ what for waste 2 yrs in a FKING LOUSY NEIGHBOURHOOD SCHOOL? if im studying in a damn good school. at least, i feel much better.
OVERALL, it's damn useless studying lahs. FCUK _l_
P.S. MR RA*I, shyt u ! mother fker ! must u sae things that hurt us even more. SO FAT. GO CONTRIBUTE OILS TO SINGAPORE LA !!
I tried so hard and got so far
But in the end, it doesn't even matter
I had to fall to lose it all
But in the end it doesn't even matter.
I found the answers are so clear.
Wish I could find a way to disappear.A
ll these thoughts they make no sense.
I found this in ignorance.
Nothing seems to go away.
Over and over again.
Takes me one step closer to the edge,
and I'm about to break.
I need a little room to breath...
I'm tired of being what you want me to be
Feeling so faithless lost under the surface
Don't know what you're expecting of me
Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes
Every step I take is another mistake to you...
I had nothing to sayand
i get lost in the nothingness inside of me
(i was confused)
and i live it all out to find,
but im not the only person wit these things in mind
(inside of me)
but all that they can see the words revealed
is the only real thing that i got left to feel
(nothing to lose)
just stuck hollow and alone
and the fault is my own and the fault is my own...
i wanna heal i wanna feel
what i thought was never reali wanna let go of the pain
ive felt so long.erase all the pain til its gone
i wanna heal i wanna feel like im close to something real.
i wanna find something
ive wanted all along
somewhere i belong and i got nothing to say.
i cant believe i didnt fall right down on my face
(i was confused)
look at everywhere only to find.
it is not the way i had imagined it all in my mind.
(so what am i)
what do i have but negativity
cuz i cant trust no one by the way everyone is looking at me
(nothing to lose)
nothing to gain im hollow and alone
and the fault is my own
and the fault is my own.....
♥ Wednesday, October 25, 2006 9:33 PM♥
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It starts with [one]
One thing, I don't know why
It doesn't even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind i designed this rhyme to explain in due time
All I know
Time is a valuable thing
Watch it fly by as the pendulum swings
Watch it count down to the end of the day
The clock ticks life away
It's so unreal
Didn't look out below
Watch the time go right out the window
Trying to hold on, didn't even know
I wasted it all just to watch you go
I kept everythin inside
And even though I tried
It all fell apart
What it meant to me will eventually be a
memory of a time when i [tried so hard]
Tried so hard and got so far
But in the end, it doesn't even matter
I had to fall to lose it all
But in the end it doesn't even matter
One thing, I don't know why
It doesn't even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind i designed this rhyme
to remind myself how (I tried so hard)
I tried so hard
In spite of the way you were mocking me
Acting like I was part of your property
Remembering all the times you fought with me
I'm surprised it got so [far]
Things aren't the way they were before
You wouldn't even recognize me anymore
Not that you knew me back then
But it all comes back to me in the end
I kept everything inside
And even though I tried
It all fell apart
What it meant to me will eventually be a
memory of a time when I [tried so hard]
Tried so hard and got so far
But in the end, it doesn't even matter
I had to fall to lose it all
But in the end it doesn't even matter
I put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
For all this
There's only one thing you should know
I put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
For all this
There's only one thing you should know
I tried so hard and got so far
But in the end, it doesn't even matter
I had to fall to lost it all
But in the end it doesn't even matter
linkin park - In The End -
♥ Monday, October 23, 2006 10:04 PM♥
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HI DARLINGS , long time no post lerhs. surely got miss me bahs?
whahahahahhahhas. =X
im lvl 16 lerhs MEANS I M CLUBBER LERHS. nw aiming for amatuer ~ wees ~ cressie is amatuer lerhs T_T . lvl 21 freak. xP
hmmmmmmmmmmmm =/ . i've got nth to sae lerhs lahs. hahahas.
I LOVE MY DARLINGS ~ mwarcks !
THE END !
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MICHELLE AND MATTHEW ^^v
♥ Sunday, October 22, 2006 5:59 PM♥
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Now I will tell you what I`ve done for you
50,000 tears I cry
Screaming,
Deceiving,
And bleeding for you
And you still won`t hear me
....go away....
Don`t want your hand this time
I`ll save myself
Maybe I`ll wake up for once
Not tormented daily defeated by you
Just when I thought I`d reach the bottom
I dive again
I`m going under
Drowning with you
I`m falling forever
I`ve got to break through
I`m, going under
Blurring and stirring the truth that comes out
(I don`t know what`s real and what`s not)
Always confusing the thoughts is my head
So I can`t trust myself anymore
I dive again
I`m going under
Drowning with you
I`m falling forever
I`ve got to break through,
I`m, so go on and scream
Scream at me, so far away
I won`t be broken again
I`ve got to breathe
I can`t keep going under
I dive again.................................................................................
- going under -
♥ Friday, October 20, 2006 5:25 PM♥
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Don't you ever let me go
Don't you ever let it show
I will cry in the Sea Of Love
The stars will always shine
And I'm gonna make you mine, tonight
I belive in rainy weather,
some days But when I'm down and feeling blue,
you come and say:Have you ever really seen the rainbow
Have you ever really touched the blue blue sky
Have you ever really seen a falling star
Here me cry tonight
Don't you never let me go
Don't you ever let it show
I will cry in the Sea Of Love
The stars will always shine
And I'm gonna make you mine tonight
I want you,
I need you
And my heart is beating softly baby
If you leave me, deceive me
I will never see the sun rise again
Never fear what love can do To you'
Cause I belive we'll find a way
This I say to you:Have you ever really seen the rainbow
Have you ever really touched the blue blue sky
Have you ever really seen a falling star
Here me cry tonight
=)
♥ Wednesday, October 18, 2006 12:08 AM♥
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HI darlings ~ =)
NOW my BIGGEST EVER WISH IS that,
virus could come to singapore forever and we 4 could go out together EVERYDAY . =)
P.S TO MY ANGEL : please grant me this wish. please... <3
♥ Tuesday, October 17, 2006 1:15 PM♥
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hais... sec 4's had graduated. and poor 3EF r celebrating their END OF YEAR exams instead of their graduation party..
IT's not that we didnt study, there r many reason...
1. computer r tempting.
2. teachers dun wan to teach.
3. books hate us and we hate them.
4. the moment we see books, we see lala land too.
5. study room r too stuffy.
6. it's not the time to study.
7. STRESSED- OUT.
=.=................ retainees stress r nt normal stress OK. they retained once and wasted one year. so they wont wan to repeat history and tends to stress themselves out . =/ ( it's true )
BY: one of the retainees and my point of views ^^v
♥ Monday, October 16, 2006 2:22 AM♥
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hais.. how i wish virus aint in aust and in singapore so cakee could be more happy ='(.
i DECLARE virus is cakee's and cakee's is virus ^^v.
P.S ger ahs, after seeing ur blog, i suddenly had this big wish that virus could be by ur side . =/
♥ Saturday, October 14, 2006 3:19 PM♥
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sian. restart my counter T.T
♥ Friday, October 13, 2006 7:56 PM♥
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BACK from chalet ~
wootsy ^^v
ok. i start from ystd , the first day of chalet .lols.
thevita and faezah came my hse at ard, 4+? if nt wrong.
and i haven make up finish so they went to plae with the rebonding thinggy.
lols. so stupid.=.= and we were LATE for the chalet as the boys r waiting for our charcoal.
GUYS ! we r girls mind you. =.= the charcoal so heavy.. thevita is so strong to carry it all the wae T.T
and faezah help her take her bag. hurhurs. so kind . hahaas.
and we took cab to aloha loyang. TERRACE 10. seems haunted =/
BBQ and camwhoring take places. =/
(pictures will be uploaded later abit)
MS lee is so cute lahs. hahahas. THNKS for booking this chalet too. ^^v
in the nite, we went to sit on the railing of the swimming pool. hahas. so stupid rite..=.= but the water is so nice. lols. we didnt went swimming cause faezah n zakiah didnt bring extra clothes T_T. so sad.
than we follow MR BALA to pasir ris central to buy beers and peanuts ^^v. HE is so kind dat he paid everything. ^^v.
i bought the small bottle of absolute vodkaa-vanilla (40%) and drank with thevita. hahas. she so funny..=.=
yangyun drank alittle too.
Than later on we went to red house. Only 8 people went cus the rest scare (friday the 13th).
really aint a good day.
gm, gerald and sharil saw things. thevita too. only me, irwan and fairuz didnt. =/
we didnt went in cus wen we reach outside, goosebumps came out first . LOL ! actually gm and gerald wanted to go in but the malay guys dun dare. so bo bian . U-TURN. =)
stupid gerald scare us by saying " EH THE GHOST BEHIND ONLY ! "
than he started running and everybody started running. =.= wth..
then sharil said dun run already lahs. than gerald start to scare us again by saying the same thing but this time no one was scare. hhahahaas ! stupid lil boi =X
than we walked back to the chalet lorh and saw 6 guys hide inside one room..=.=
minxiang, wenzhi, yangyun, jonathan chan and yeo and melvin.
cause they say 2nd floor got ghost..=.= from the what time midnight start, they started this ghostly thinggy.
duno leis. den no one dare to go up.
mx, jonathan chan n yangyun and wenzhi slept in the first floor second room.
while the rest was inside the first floor first room which is me n thevita's room.( girls room )
cus we were scare. the bed CAN SLP 7 PPL U NOE . =.=
and gm and jonathan yeo slept while we were toking.. ZZZ
than later thevita & the malay guys and jonathan yeo go out watch tv. only left me, gm and melvin slping inside the room. but melvin went out later as he is too scare to slp..=.=
than gm snored and i cant get to slp so i went out to find them.
they were nt at the living room and i shouted their names . scare ma..=.= than jonathan yeo come out and i was looking up and he was at the second floor and he chua sai. LOL !! than later went to the second floor the room they said was haunted..=.= gerald and jonathan yeo and melvin was inside. so went inside to chit-chat. it was 4 + dat time. before dat we were saying the time 3.33.33s very "xiong" . means the time very nt good. lols. than it was jus 1 more min and everybody so scare. they even cover the mirror with the blanket. LOL !! so cute.^^v
than chit chat already thevita suddenly come in. scare jonathan yeo again. hahahas !
than ard 6+ went home. lols. gerald and melvin meeeting other ppl and thevita and me went home. lols ^^v
went home and SLP lerhs ^^v wootsy.
best is HOME's bed lahs. =X
THE END ! ( photos will be uploaded later as FAEZAH the piggy haven wake up ^^v )
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HI DARLINGS !! im so happy today, guess what..
YES ! EXAMS OVER !! WOOHOO ~ officially over . =)
no more stress no more naggings NTH ! muahahaahahhas ~
weets ! cant wait for the chalet later on. meeting faezah and thevita and zakiah. =/
helping faezah perming hair. duno whether will nice anot leis. =/
cressie likes the singer. BUT I PREFER THE GUITARIST .
T_T
lols.
THE END !
♥ Thursday, October 12, 2006 2:44 PM♥
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=/ baby is still nt online yet. wonder if he's ok? he got pms today . =X
LOL . he's goin crazy =.=.
he said so... T_T
♥ Wednesday, October 11, 2006 7:30 PM♥
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peeps, ignore this post. lols. =X
it's all about ancafe ( Antique Cafe ) sexpot revenge ^^v
LOL ! u all mus be thinking why only his photo. The Fact : i dun like the rest and im in love with bass or ppl who played the bass ^^v.
lols ~ his name is kanon btw ^^v
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^^v. DARLINGS ~ im home already.
today we flunked our F&N ! wootsy ~ xD
after exams. one poor lil girl tio dua by her boss. lols. so i accompany her to pc bunk ..=.= in sch UNI .
=.=. the most i went to is hougang mall. and this time i broke my record.. i went to PS in sch u. * claps claps * ^^v
today wed so is ladies freee. LADIES SAW THIS? every wed okie? all hrs. ^^v
LOL.
OK. time to go AUDI LERHS !! bb darlings ~ ^^v
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HIE DARLINGS ~ , ^^v.
EXAMS OVER LERHS !!
LOL ! actually =/ lina ( sheepishly ) : it's our own mindset. hahahas ! still got 2 more papers to go. but.., nt interested. IT'S F&N AND GEOG. TELL ME WHO IS INTERESTED ! i will kill u. =.= WEES !!
cant wait for thursday lahs. =x
i added new song in my blog ^^v. the title is baby box(vox) - doll .
nice rite? my fav song in audition. muahahahahas ~ xD
♥ Tuesday, October 10, 2006 3:30 PM♥
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AINT THEY CUTE ~ ^^v i LOVE the guy on the right. hurhurs. =X the one with the devil thinggy. i LOVE the second left guy too. but the way he sings sucks..=.= opps.
hahas.
trying to make new siggies. =/ but revise more impt T_T. pathetic me with those books.
-o.o- <- me with my specs. LOL ! so cute right. =X
♥ Monday, October 09, 2006 2:22 PM♥
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DARLINGS, im home ^^v. lols. chatting with cakee and caiyan now. LOL. show u all interesting ss . =X caiyan& me . =.=
LOL. we were quarreling over jeline loves who. and in the end caiyan says wan both of us. GREEDY CUTIE ! LOL !
PERSONAL ATTACK TIME ! muahahahahahs !
caiyan says she's handsome. T__T
BHB ! -.-
bully me..=.=
AWW . precious lil kiss. LOL !!
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aww. didnt went for rounding yesterday. hahas. cus too hazy and ahboi's friend cannot make it. u PROMISE me to ride me on ur bike one hor. dun forget . haahahahahs ^^v
TO: my PIGGY ^^
P.S dun eat 2 sleeping pills when not confirm whether i going out anot. see lahs. lols. ^(00)^ piggy =X
♥ Sunday, October 08, 2006 6:29 PM♥
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Hi darlings ~ xP
im alone at home today. sad rite. =/ nvm. lata cakee come find me ^^v . she's slping now. =(
we r goin rounding lata on... xD
* broom broom * =X
and i wanna thnks my baby, XiaoCress for helping me lvl. ^^v im lvl 14 freedom now. muahahahas. LEMON I WON U ! =X mwarcks baby. =)
show u all something interesting . lols.
LOL ! they did it again. and it started from virus..=.= AGAIN . hhahaas. they copied my nick and pud their name. it's COPYRIGHT my dear cress and no dear virus. hahahahahs =X
THE END ! miss me call me, love me treasure me. =)
♥ Saturday, October 07, 2006 7:07 PM♥
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Cant slp Cant slp T.T
i made a damn chio siggy for my forum xD wees ! i finally noe hw to make water reflection and snow de liaos. muahahahahhas. KNEEL ON THE FLOOR AND BEG ME to make it for u . buahahahahahahas ! =X
cant wait for tml's rounding xP
HAPPY MOONCAKE FESTIVAL EVERYONE !
i LOVE H.O.R.N.Y lahs . xD
oh btw, it's our new audition guild ^^V
those who wan to joined tagg me . leader: cakee
hurhurs =P
im lvling soon. played bboys with FION. LOL. she missed all. =.= . so funny lahs. hahahas.
and i manage to counter lvl 8 n 9 tm on 127bmp song. LOL. plain lucky again T.T
and i flunked my sci and history paper.
_l_ fk u nb`cb.
bluff us. hai us learn until my brain burst.
THE END ! xD i love my cressie baby * SAW THIS ?! *
LOL !
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^^V, im back to update my blog. hahas . seems dead huh? T.T no time. now exams period.. =.= cannot retain lerhs. T.T start to stress liao. HURHURS ^^V
just reached home , today MT exams and stupid wenzhi keep calling my hp, oh and btw he sits beside me during this exam. and TOO BAD WZ, my hp is in my bag. lalala ~ ^^V
and irene played with my hair and MR YAN saw it. muahahahahs. irene ahs ! No Cheating and Playing DURING EXAMS. LOL xD !
this time de chinese quite hard. =.= die liao lorhs.
Funny part is that we asked ms lee to give us some clue and she said the clue is chap 1,2 and 4 which means all. hahahas. and the chinese guys said IS HITLER which means is chapt 4. cus she say 1,2 AND 4 ! and the 4 sounded so loud and firm. but is normal sound la. urms... duno hw to explain. hahas. than they keep bully her. =.= so evil.. lols.
ok, time to study my russia and hitler. I HATE HITLER AND LENIN AND STALIN AND TSAR ! _l_ . They are the ones who cause us having to study. =.=
♥ Thursday, October 05, 2006 2:12 PM♥
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i wanna go back to that " happy-go-lucky " girl.
- i stared at the stars, with waters dripping from my eyes. - No More Wasting Of Water.
i wont cry animore =)
i LOVE myself & my girls =)
♥ Monday, October 02, 2006 1:12 PM♥
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y do i feel a stone in my heart. it's like, tsunami. no warning nth.. =/ maybe knowing u is a sin.. but even if so, im really willing to be a prisoner. u believe her instead of me. it's ok.
i still believe we can be like the past, " tabbers " . u just made me smile, dont ask me why..
P.S. u wont see this blog so i dont mind writing all this and i never write b4. hahahhas xD
=)
im " half-tabbing " now. hahas ^^
♥ Sunday, October 01, 2006 10:04 PM♥
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SOMEONE HELP CLEAR THE MISUNDERSTAND PLEASE ! hell bytch ! _l_
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hais. HOW i WISHED dat day didnt come. now everything's gonna change back to the life which i hated most.
blah ! rubbish piece of asshole. * Y O U *
=.=
_l_ get this into ur mind . IHATEYOU !
* ROAR *
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and oh, i changed my blogskin. =) better right? and the post, i managed to push it below the blogskin so can see more clearly. spent me a long time to figure that out. =.=......................
^^V im so clever ~
THE END !
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