HI darlings..




had a very bad news today. i DROPPED to NA. =/ 4N4 . doesnt matters anyway. Since we studied , and ppl say we didnt study. So.., it really doesnt matters already.





Teachers look down on our class . ok. we retained. But what they r saying is like. we r BURDENS to them. Teaching our class is wasting their precious time. Teaching our class is like teaching a bunch of idiots. Every teachers r avoiding teaching our class. what? we r just stupid can? whats the use of getting a 'N & O' lvl cert when we just use them to wipe our butt. SOMEONE has a o' lvl cert. and what DAT PERSON is doin now? (o.^)
TALK only NO actions. ( TONA ) * yawns ~ what for waste 2 yrs in a FKING LOUSY NEIGHBOURHOOD SCHOOL? if im studying in a damn good school. at least, i feel much better.



OVERALL, it's damn useless studying lahs. FCUK _l_





P.S. MR RA*I, shyt u ! mother fker ! must u sae things that hurt us even more. SO FAT. GO CONTRIBUTE OILS TO SINGAPORE LA !!




I tried so hard and got so far
But in the end, it doesn't even matter
I had to fall to lose it all
But in the end it doesn't even matter.




I found the answers are so clear.
Wish I could find a way to disappear.A
ll these thoughts they make no sense.
I found this in ignorance.
Nothing seems to go away.
Over and over again.
Takes me one step closer to the edge,
and I'm about to break.
I need a little room to breath...





I'm tired of being what you want me to be
Feeling so faithless lost under the surface
Don't know what you're expecting of me
Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes
Every step I take is another mistake to you...





I had nothing to sayand
i get lost in the nothingness inside of me
(i was confused)
and i live it all out to find,
but im not the only person wit these things in mind
(inside of me)
but all that they can see the words revealed
is the only real thing that i got left to feel
(nothing to lose)
just stuck hollow and alone
and the fault is my own and the fault is my own...
i wanna heal i wanna feel
what i thought was never reali wanna let go of the pain
ive felt so long.erase all the pain til its gone
i wanna heal i wanna feel like im close to something real.
i wanna find something
ive wanted all along
somewhere i belong and i got nothing to say.
i cant believe i didnt fall right down on my face
(i was confused)
look at everywhere only to find.
it is not the way i had imagined it all in my mind.
(so what am i)
what do i have but negativity
cuz i cant trust no one by the way everyone is looking at me
(nothing to lose)
nothing to gain im hollow and alone
and the fault is my own
and the fault is my own.....